Thursday, July 24, 2008

Clam Chowder and Sunshine

We've been on vacation this week. I did not realize how shallow my breathing had become, how frantic and frenzied my pace was, how ready I was to take a week and slow the pace down to the thick slow drip of New England Clam chowder dripping off a spoon. That we've done nothing but read, sit at the beach, eat, play cards, laugh, eat, and read is a testament to the perfection of this vacation. Our family didn't really need a lot of entertainment or roller coaster rides or crowds of people. What we needed was family time, food, fun, and life at the pace of a hot summer day when you feel like your only responsibility is to live and love.

Instead of a phone constantly ringing in the background, I hear my kids cheerfully discussing the choice of ice cream or slushies. Or I should say that Abby, my daughter, is cheerfully discussing the choices and Alex is nodding slightly and without regard for her question because he has his headphones on and a book in his hand. His job, as a kid going off to college in a month, is to accommodate our time together as a family without letting on too much that he is enjoying himself.

I'm so relaxed. You would be too- if you were sitting at the beach and listening to the roar of the ocean, and feeling very small but loved. You see the ocean, hear it roar, wonder at its presence, and then remember that the God who created it is the God who has a plan for your life. You sit at the beach and see all the people, hear them, feel the sun beat down on your skin- and yet you are miles away in thought. You're feeling hope and you're starting to dream bigger. You're letting go of hurts and confusion. There are possibilities, endless possibilities, when you feel refreshed, rejuvenated...and loved.

6 comments:

nannykim said...

Your vacation sounds exactly like mine. Our family needed rest and we went to Ocracoke Island where we did nothing!! (except eat, read, sleep, talk) It was wonderful.

Angie said...

*smile* Sounds like just what the doctor ordered!

amydeanne said...

sounds like a great vacation! :)

LAUREN at Faith Fuel said...

By the way, friends, did you know that New England Clam Chowder is an amazingly simple recipe? Basically, cream, potatoes, clams,a bit of onion and a bit of bacon, parsley and butter. Try it!

Octamom said...

How wonderful to take a breather and really take a breather--not tourism, just time. Hope your week wraps up well!

Blessings!

Anonymous said...

Your vacation sounds wonderful. Makes me want to go on one even though I just came back from a cabin in the mountains with my family *laughs* my brother caught some fish at the lake as well as my dad and step mom, even my sister!